Weekend Is Here

Weekend is here, what a week. The new place is like 85% complete. Getting excited about it, just hoping we can fill it. Gonna see Mistress sometime tonight or this weekend, after her modeling class. Got promoted to Assistant GM at Fantasies again. Excited about that too. Talked to Synny bout Tara last night, kinda suprised, but hoping I answered what she wanted to know. October almost over, Holidays almost here, time sure flies.... Hoping things go well with Mistress tonight, kind of nervous again for some reason, still very content though... I dont want to let her down in any way....

And Here We Are Again...

Well here we are again, and in a different color today, just kinda how I feel, being a year now since my dear Valkyria passed away. Sure doesnt feel that long... Miss her more then ever, her guidance, and company between SL and Aion. Talked to Fran and Sage R about her, and no doubt her legacy lives on... Spent time at the Memorial Chapel and Cemetary spaces set aside for Valkyria today. Almost lost myself in my emotions. The new venue to be called "Ocean Blue" is almost 80% complete, Keli, Synny, and I have been hard at it. Mistress has been busy with the new modelling gig, starts classes this weekend, happy for her, I know she loves it, and I know she is one of the best on here. She said we will spend some time together this weekend, I am looking forward to it. Well think its time for bed, and hope to get rid of this headache. See whats in store on the flip side...

A Little Late, But Here It Goes...

Well I had intentions of making this entry last night, but will be brief in this one, so I can still make one later on. Got to spend more time with Mistress and Selena last night, we went out shopping, N-Core and Gia's, Mistress got me 2 gowns was sweet of her, and Selena got me some cool cuffs, very nice of her too. Mistress got a new modelling gig by the sounds of it, and I am excited for her. I am frustrated a bit, me and Keli built that new venue, and we didn't do something right when we linked and picked it up, so I am having to rebuild it... So many things to do, and so little time. Thinking ahead for todays post its been somber thinking about losing my partner Valkyria to cancer a year ago, time sure flies, and I miss her everyday, but know she is looking down on me....

A Good Night, Lots of Time For Thought...

Well what a night... and a good one... Began the evening thinking and still brainstorming on a new venue name, a lot of what came up was Mystiere Cove, Mystiere Beach, Shimmering Sands, and Stars N Sand were among a few I had on a list tonight. Tonight I also got to help a friend get a sense of direction within the transgender community. Picked up a few nice freebie gifts also tonight at X-Clusive Animations. Need to get some security for my home, just love how people walk right on in, even when I am there... I made a whale of a thinking/spelling/thought error on my Mistress's last name, was embarrassing. Spent a whole bunch of time with my Mistress and Selena at The Cellar, spent some time on discussing how I need to be addressing people while entering rooms with and without her, after that bit of instruction we got to talk some modelling stuff, which was fun to be able to get some advise and listen to what she thinks on it being her resume in that. Mistress also recommended some stores for me, and mentioned Her and Selena will be taking me out shopping soon. After they went to bed, I was content with the night so far. Went out and hit a few MM Board and a few Lucky Chairs. Glad all this went on tonight, took my mind off a certain person, not mad at them, but upset, annoyed at for not giving me a shot, we have been friends along time, and true feelings were shared a time or two and she knew how I felt, but again went around me... I cant leave it bother me, will be so many things to do, and other friends to hang out with... Keli should be back tomorrow from the MLB WS, hope so at least, and we can get the new place going..... My brain turning to mush at this late hour, time for bed, then start another day.... Auf wiedersehen...

Same Ole Az, Just Different Ventures...

Well, Let's start this... and get a few things off my chest... I am very releaved on closing Club Mystiere, and losing the frustration of keep dancers.  I am looking forward to the new place, it will just be for fun, no worries, no demanding on me to be there all the time. Mistress Selene was not on last night, and was probably busy with her RL work, seems to grab her at the most unopportune times. She is always busy with something, always something to keep her going. I enjoy talking to her on things, and our friendship, I just don't want to let her down, don't want to ruin our friendship. I got to dance with Selena last night, and she told me some things about herself and her club and reassured me on what I am doing and did make me feel more at ease and kinda kicked the nervousness away. Thinking we have land for the new place too, all it needs is a name, one that sounds attractive and such. Not to much on my mind otherwise other then a couple dancer job opportunities and a chance to be a event organizer for a Fetish Fashion Business to all the TG clubs, my friend said I would be perfect for it, since I know most of everyone in the community, and I would get free clothes for the events, which would be cool. LOL just looked up at my post title, and forgot a part of what I was gonna put in here... A few friends and former dancers have learned about my submission to Mistress Selene, and just some weird comments and a few suprised, no one expected their Club Owner Boss to be submissive... Uberstorm said he pinched himself a few times thinking he was dreaming when he heard and seen. I had to laugh as he has tried domming me for 3 years now, and finally stepped up and became a girl of Mistress Selene... Well I will end this here, and will hopefully have something later on to write about, or I hope so... Ciao

Welcome to My World

Well I have made this blog as a suggestion from someone, and I will be using it to post some of my thoughts and all about my time on SecondLife... I am just going to treat this as like a diary and go from there... So time to explore strange new things and go where I have not been before.... Time to make it so...